We're Back

Well, we made it home! And I would really love to tell you all about our awesome vacation, because it was really fun and I have some great pictures to share but I just can't do that right now. I am not in the right frame of mind to share fun stories and cute pictures, I just wouldn't do it justice.

I am confined to the couch yet again, in physical pain and, what seems like, unending heartache. Last night, following our last dinner on the cruise boat, began our third miscarriage. I found out a couple days before leaving for our cruise that we were pregnant again. We hadn't told anyone yet and weren't planning to do so until after our first ultrasound but once again, we didn't quite make it that far.

It just doesn't seem fair and I definitely don't understand it but here we are. Discussions of testing have already begun but we haven't decided on anything yet. We're not even sure if we could afford the necessary testing (that stuff is expensive!).

I am in a bit of a daze right now. Sorry for the scattered thoughts. We are keeping our heads up and staying positive for the fourth time around. They say third is the one with the hairy chest anyway right? We wouldn't want that.

Favorite things from our cruise and a more positive outlook coming soon. But for now, keep us in your thoughts and prayers as we battle yet another loss. Let it be our last.